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Need Encouragement?
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Jesus reaches you in mysterious ways
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I have been writing about how I need prayer for me, for our re-modification to go thru, that when it does...I am going to be open and honest with husband, to seek help with depression and to be a better person for GOd to use ....I have been praying and asking for prayer, I have telling you and GOd that I am trying hard with devotionals and such to get back into touch with God...to hear him.............Last night I opened up to my husband a little (not about the re modification) about needing to get a little help, about wanting to connect with GOd again, that I cant be in control of everything and how things took over me in a Fog....and he said it is soo good to see you connecting and talking with me, I missed you and we are getting along better...(now I don't know what he will do to me if this re modification does not go thru) the feeling of love flowing thru me for my GOD was overwhelming.....It felt as if he knew I was trying sooo hard and he gave me a small answer/acknowledgment that he see me trying....I HOPE he will see my worthyness and answer my prayer about the Loan remodification......GOD IS WONDEROUS AND WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT HE LETS YOU KNOW HE IS THERE.
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Elizabeth 12/15/2011 05:31 |
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Jake Van Horn
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12/16/2011 01:23 |
Praying for you guys, Elizabeth.
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Elizabeth
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12/16/2011 06:40 |
Thanks...every single prayer makes me grow and means soooo much. Thank you for taking a moment to pray for me.
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Craig from Illinois
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12/16/2011 08:19 |
Thanks for sharing your deepest concerns with us here on these threads. I can tell that they are heavy on your heart. I think you need to be clear on one important idea. God loves you the same even when you fluctuate from obedience to disobedience. I'm not saying that self-improvement is not ideal. But it can be turned around to feel like guilt.
I think you are confusing God's unconditional love for your husbands limited and performance based love. I'm worried about your comment "I don't know what he (husband) will do to me if this re-mod does not go through". To me that sounds like a conditional relationship. God is not like that. The love God has for you is not based on your performance. You either accept His love or you don't. But it's always there!
I hope that is a blessing to you. And I hope I made it clear. Your Father is open to hearing from you on your own, but we do share our burdens. Keep posting!
Craig
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