Praise

This is the Year of Jubilee!
His yearning was embodied, in the year of Jubilee! .....To be so completely guilty and given over to despair... to look into your judge's face and see a Saviour there... JESUS IS OUR JUBILEE! --Michael Card

Yesteday, we were having a belated Christmas and Birthday party... My Uncle Bill turned to me and showed a photo of his daughter, showed his nephew... then pointed at his daughter's stomach, "And that is Jubilee Hope." I clicked to attention... the name was something I really needed to hear!

I was giving strength through the day... so much so that a brother had to tell me to "Stand down soldier, at ease." my body was in rejection, but I couldn't stop...the only way I could have was if God commanded it of me. And so God did. It was like a drug, I wanted more of God and to heal all around me! I felt like a bonfire in the night and it lit the dark mountain and reached out to everyone sparking their own bonfire! my family had to force me to rest yesterday, force water in my hands and throw cough drops to me, give me chapstick, cuz my body was tearing itself apart in my joy. then a pair of boots that I once really desired last Christmas in 2012.... but it was there and gone like the wind... Gramma found it again, and it was on a blowout sale and the last pair. I felt like God said, "at ease child, here is your reward." cuz I needed those boots they were well made! I've never had well made boots that I could wear! they support my ankles and now my ankles do not hurt anymore! My boots are grey,& swirling in silver, speckled with gold. It's faded, and yet it reflects light. it bears my feet, supporting my weight. And makes sounds like a warmarch. I see meaning in those colours! A grey, mourning warrior that had it's colours fade until the Spirit alighted on them... then the swirled in silver and gold, making the world see and hear the warrior! "In the world and not of it." I see meaning in clothing articles and colours everywhere!

I was mocked for my worship in a town square Jan 2nd. they said some disrespect to me and hinted for me to strip, and I just smiled and shrugged it off and worshipped the Lord for even being mocked, I felt like I partook of his sacrifice! I see new meaning in songs of old! And I dance!

Ari 01/04/2014 13:01

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Shell Morphy 08/03/2014 01:33
Wow, that is very cool. You are a great warrior!