Need Encouragement?

feeling out of control and desperate for prayer.
I have let my heart harden a little and because of church politics...I stopped trusting in my Father.....I am desperate and reaching out....PLEASE help me to make my dumb mistake fixable....please have belief in me as I say that I need this last chance to right this financial / housing wrong and keep my kids safe and in there home....my husband works so hard and I let the devil and depression invade my mind .....please pray for me as I reach out and beg on my knees, humbling my self to the Lord for one more chance to stay here and start over, to be the servant to my family and to God....as he has so many times did his 3am thunks on the head...and I did not pay attention.....PLEASE pray for me ....let work out for us to stay here and go forth in a new, healthy strong loving, future....PLEASE Pray for me...I feel scared and alone and ashamed.
Elizabeth 12/11/2011 21:44

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Jake Van Horn 12/12/2011 01:47
Praying with you, for you and your family, Elizabeth.
Helga 12/12/2011 05:04
Lord Jesus I pray for Elizabeth because only you know what really goes on in her life. I know that you want her to totally rely on you and I know that you have a plan for her. Help her through these times and guide this family right now.
Tom B 12/12/2011 08:01
Elizabeth, I'm praying with you too.
Elizabeth 12/14/2011 21:42
thanks
Elizabeth 12/15/2011 10:24
I am going to take what a Pastor at my church calls "My Esther moment".. am choosing to go away that is hard for me, that all this has led up to...I am going to go to my Pastor and ask how I can become a better servant for God....I hope you will all pray for me, as I am terrified.....Please Pray that my loan modification will go thru and the house will be safe....Pray that when that goes thru and I tell my family that they will forgive me and we can move on anew....Thank you DAB people....I truly feel that you love and prayers have help lead me to this choice God had waiting for me.
Thank You
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