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Tell Us About Yourself and What the DAB Means To You
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My recent acceptance into Gods kingdom and my repentance and belief in Jesus / Yahshua after 58 yrs of hell and sin
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I am reposting some things I wrote recently online with others I know on Facebook.
My HS experience... I was laying in bed on may 1st 2013 and around 8 PM I heard strange music which sounded like music in tongues.. playing all around me.. I had been doing some serious repenting for 3 months and getting on hands and knees every night and pleading to be convicted for unholy things I might think say or do and I stopped those things, one of which was radio and music as I had already stopped TV 3 yrs. earlier and then I felt the presence of God and some angels all around me as I laid in bed and they kept me up till 2 AM and I could tell they were celebrating me a lost sheep back into the fold..I had to ask a few people for a month before someone told me that was the HS coming upon me.
That got me prepared for my mothers passing Sept. 21st and I watched her closely as her caregiver for the last 6 yrs. since 2006 and heard her in her last 6 days, as she awoke one time to say how "everything was so pure and white and they were teaching her about Jesus and they had places to sleep and she saw her uncle Bill playing golf on the golf course and then i asked if she saw her parents and she said yes and then within a minute or two her dementia came back and she was in pain again and I realized she was not in heaven anymore and then another time 3 days before she passed into Jesus arms, she awoke and for 2 hours long she said "EVERYBODY LOVES EVERYBODY ... EVERYBODY LOVES EVERYBODY .. EVERBODY LOVES EVERBODY".... and then I got her on the phone to my 4 sisters one at a time and her dementia was gone while she told each one how she "loved them, she loved them, she loved them" and mentioned their names..They cried tears as she spoke this to them as she was not one to speak like that to her children... then 3 days later mom went to heaven 1/2 hour after me and 2 Amish twin brothers prayed around her bed. I was on the phone with my one sister and I was crying and she was praying and then I hung up and mom was in heaven.....
yes the HS is real and its a super natural experience. don't let anyone say different....
PS: Mom was raised a catholic and she never was allowed to use the bible as they didn't allow it until 1965 and she was born in 1922 so she had to learn about Jesus before she went to heaven for good in her last 6 days.. Mom was a very Godly woman, who when divorced from my dad in 69, she never dated or sought to be married but faithfully served God and others all her life.. She knew Jesus personally just not scriptural .. .......
and today is the 3 1/2 months since mom passed into Jesus arms amen .. I miss you mom and love you and long to be with you and JESUS in Heaven :)
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....MY SONG TO FREELY SHARE ======> """"I LOVE THE LORD .....AND HE LOVES ME..... I LOVE THE LORD.... OH CAN'T YOU SEE... I NEEEEEDDDD HIMMMM... AND HEEEE NEEEEEDS MEEE... TO WANNNTTTT HIMMM... SO I'LL BE FREE... EVERYYY BODYYYY .. GATHER ROUND......I ...WANT... YOU... TO... KNOW .....JUST WHAT I FOUND ....I FOUND THE LORD ... AND... HE... FOUND... ME ...........NOW...TOGETHER .......THAT SETS ME FREE.. ..SO COME ON PEOPLE... LOVE THE LORD .. FIND HIS LOVE .. AND BE ADORED ... BY JESUS... THE ONLY ONE... WHO CAN SET YOU FREEEEEE"""
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<===ME ===> EX TRANSSEXUAL NOW LIVING AS A EUNUCH .. BECAUSE I HAD TO GET RID OF THE LUST WHICH WAS too strong for me so I faked being a transsexual to get a sex change and then 9 yrs later went back to living as a male in 2008 AMEN .. now I live for jesus and serve him and wait for my next command. right now I am my mothers caregiver .. she is 90 yrs old.. she has prayed for my salvation .. so YES PRAYER WORKS.. I use to beg her not to pray for me when I was evil.. now I am so glad she never stopped.. I am free and some day I pray I will be with JESUS for eternity .. he is my only true love..
You do know I too was a transsexual who had surgery in 98 to live as a woman and well I was so desperate for true love I thought I could only love another like me. I was lonely and all the others like me just wanted to use me in a sexual way. Finally I left that world and started living as a male again after 9 yrs of major loneliness. I never did find that love because for me I wouldn't have sex for the sake of sex. However I lived a crazed life playing the part of a female. Since 2008 I have been living as a male and it wasn't until a little over a month ago that I found out that the littlest sin was keeping me away from Jesus. I finally repented for all of those sins and have gotten rid of any connections to unholiness. Now I do hear Jesus and he teaches me and convicts me of the changes I need to make in my life. Thankfully I have peace and finally I have love love that will last until eternity. I no longer seek it in a human but I seek it in God. amen amen amen brother may God bless you from your past.
the shame is these people spiritually had a ability to transcend their outer shell to the spirit internally but then when they transitioned they became all superficial and lost their spirituality... I know because as an EX Trans person I w...rote much about how we get all hung up on our superficial looks when in reality previously we had the ability to perceive peoples spirits and know that we are all spirits who will one day shed our outer shells to be with God.. I am so glad I was prayed for and never did fit in even though I had passed in appearance I knew that something was amiss and that I was trading my spirituality for a superficiality which was oh so wrong.. the only one good thing for myself was the stopping any desires for lust or sex after transitioning.. I sought true love but never found it from any female's either genetic or trans.. all they wanted was physical sex and well today I found true love with Jesus and I no longer since 2008 seek any human to give me true love.. amen
I must confess as a previous transsexual who thought the religious right was wrong I hoped for people to be charged for pushing God on us or at least to charge people who condemned LGBT people for sinning. wow was I so off my rocker back then in my sinful life. I thank God that I was freed from that mindset. Originally in 1998 I secretly wanted a gender change to get rid of my overbearing sexual drive due to some hormone my mom took inutero. (probably due to sins of the fathers on the sons) .. Yes however, I am guilty for such crazed thinking. I do not blame anyone but myself. I am just so thankful my mom and a sister prayed for me. It is only since around February of this year that I stopped going to transsexual support sites as I went there trying to convert them in a secret way but I wasn't totally converted myself. I still had to repent and get rid of going to that unholy place and do lots of praying before I could begin to feel right with God. amen .. I share this to you all to let people know how we thought as a group of LGBT people. Yes I had switched back to living as a male in 2006 / 2008 after 10 yrs. as pretending to be a female but I wasn't totally accepting every last sin in my life as I said until last February and finally in may on the 1st I had the Holy Spirit come upon me. I know my future will be one where I too will be arrested for preaching the gospel. However, right now I am moms caregiver and she is 90 and only the Good Lord Jesus knows when that time will be amen. please forgive me amen and let me tell you PRAYER WORKS .. IT BROUGHT ME TO HERE AMEN
I am new to Jesus / God in a way, but I have gotten much through total belief in Jesus since I started back strongly in God last march. I had the Holy Spirit come upon me last may 1st. it was supernatural. I heard music which sounded like music in tongues and then I felt the presence of God and some angels celebrating me / a lost sheep / back into the fold. Forgive me if my post are strong but after repenting for many months and being convicted to remove unholy things from my life well that lead to this event from 8pm til 2am may 1st and then I had my mother a 90 yr old woman pass in front of me in our little cabin in central pa. She actually went to heaven 2 times before she went for good last sept 21st. Yes I am HOT FOR GOD .... may God bless you too
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I had to be BORN AGAIN TWICE
Once from sinning sins I knew were wrong
then I had to be BORN AGAIN again
To stop the new sins I was sinning as a Christian,
thinking I was better than others, who weren't born again...
Please Dear Jesus let me be guided by your Holy Spirit (HS)
Let me know I am but a filthy rag in your sight
It is only through your grace that I am anything at all
Keep me humble to know that IT IS YOU , that I am
I judge my sins within myself, so one day you won't
What is in the heart of others is for you to judge
and yes I can use the sins I see in others to guide me
and I can kindly let them know you hate sin
but I can know they are also in your heart to be saved
so i will try to be the example to teach them your way
Yes I am learning so many things I never knew
Before I had come to you, but now you are my teacher
and even though I may again fall, your grace allows me
another repentance, as long as I stay true to your love
for us all. Let me quickly repent asap for anything i do
May I come to know you better and always seek you.
Without your glory there would be none in my life
You have taken away all the tears and pain
Thank you God for sending your son Jesus
to save me from satan and an eternity in hell.
so i stay surrendered to be taught your love
In hopes one day i'll be your wife / bride.
In the mean time my love for you grows
day in day out, your all I ever really ever had
So to let you know the love I have for you
I surrender my life each day that comes too
may God Bless everyone
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Daniel Erline 01/11/2014 16:57 |
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Daniel Erline
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01/11/2014 17:20 |
I didn't realize this is a catholic faith web site. I do not believe in the catholic faith anymore. I ask that you delete my above comment and delete me from this site. I read about your catholic beliefs in what you believe.
May God bless all and may they seek the HOLY SPIRIT and never ever pray to mary or idols etc
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